Today I feel much better about life. Maybe it’s the sun shining this morning, filling my kitchen in golds when I opened the door. The reassuring smell of the earth thawing out might play a part as well.
Birth instead of death. Growth instead of stone.
I feel a budding strength inside me, a tiny atom of confidence buzzing around, ricocheting off tissue and organs and thoughts. Today I feel it, maybe yesterday it got caught behind my kidneys, like a pinball wedged behind a bumper. Sometimes it just takes a little kick and a shake to get the ball back in motion again.